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god damn it! i 'm tired. most of my friend are fucking mad at me for some reason or other. i'm not tring to me self center or anything but i need i change in my life. i'm thinking if i do something different. i can start a new life instead of feeling like a major fuck up. i'm graduation in like 2 weeks and i am sooo not ready to be. i don't knowi have so many things going on in my head. and i have finals this week gosh i'm under alot of pressure! grrrrrrr!!!!!! bye
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[05 May 2004|03:31pm] |
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well now i find out the guy i was going to ask to prom asked this other chick to prom before me the worst thing is she told me too my face and she knows how i feel about him. oh well so i asked a friend of mine if he would go and he is down he just doesn't know if his sister has regionals that weekend and if not he is all mine hahahahaha j/k. well yea one of my best friend accused me of stealling something of her. first off i don't steal from my friends it's wrong and thats just fucked up second that thing so call stole gave me a rash man that makes me want it even more. but whats more fucked up is that today she acts like nothing happen sending me a note say she "lost it" and her mom and sister looked everywhere. then how this and that blah blah blah. at the end she says on a lighter note how was last nite did you have fun! all buddy buddy like and i'm still piss that she thinks i stole something and that she doesn't trust me grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!! the least she could do was say sorry for a accusing you i wasn't think stright or something. but no nothing so fuck that bullshit. well g2g bye muah xoxoxo<3<3<3
*mandaXpanda*
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[02 May 2004|10:57pm] |
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hey well as much as i hate drama it seem to be all around me today my mom was drunk and started yell at the family. then this crazy as convo between a friend and this chick well it just got way out of control. and with the weather being hot as a fucker well the day wasn't getting any better. but when something is bad there is always a good side for once me and my older sister got along we went to breakfast at like 12:00 then went to see mean girls which wasn't all it's cracked up to be. well we had a chance to laugh and talk it was nice and i got to spend sometime with leanne and we had dinner together. then i got to talk to a friend of mine that i hadn't talk to in forever josh i miss him so much we are going to hang out soon. hahaha i saw an actor that reminded me of a guy well g2g bye muah xoxoxo<3<3<3
*mandaXpanda*
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[28 Apr 2004|04:13pm] |
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i'm trying my hardest to get over this guy. i thought i had it in my grip. but i guess i was fooling to myself as well. i can't watch the lion king anymore because he sang the circle of life and when i hear that song or hear him sing it i start to cry. i know i'm a loser but i can't help it. i'm hopelessly in love and the other person doesn't have the same feelings. hahahaha i must look crazy. well ttyl bye
*mandaXpanda*
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[27 Apr 2004|03:34pm] |
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it's less then a month till prom and still i'm dateless!the guy i was thinking about asking well from what i heard is going to another high school prom which makes me sad! so i guess i will end upi going alone. i don't want to but i guess that whats going to happen! holy fucking shit it's hottttt and not just warm it's FUCKING HOTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well bye
*mandaXpanda*
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[23 Apr 2004|03:14pm] |
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holy monkey ballz it's hotttttttttttt outside i swear i could feel my face melting. anywho my guys problem aren't getting any better. prom is just around the corner and i have no date i was thinking about asking this guy but i don't know.grrrrrr why are guys so damn confusing. bye muah xoxoxo <3<3<3
*mandaXpanda*
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[22 Apr 2004|01:51pm] |
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for some reason i have been in a good mood.it's scares me!!!!! cause i'm not on drugs.i'm not drunk. so it's weird. whats even more weird is that my heartaches and yet i'm smiling but this has happened to me before and i was in deep deep deep drak depressen. but that nots whats happening. for once i think i'm cute. but i have no one but my friends to tell me.i'm lost.
*mandaXpanda*
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[21 Apr 2004|03:51pm] |
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i went to school today for the first time in like 7 days so it was weird! i felt like all these people were looking at me as if i was different i guess it was just me hoping people were looking at me. anyways i had a so-so day i didn't have to be at school until 11:30 so that mean i got to sleep in until 9 and then i went to bruch with my best bud britt and her stepdad jason. we went to denny and i got a grill cheese sandwhich it was good i was so full. hahahaha rite now my sister and my mom are bitchy at each other hahahaha well i'm gonna go hopefully i can spend the nite at britts tonite! we are going to watch "THE OC" on her big screen! ttyl bye muah xoxoxo <3<3<3
*mandaXpanda*
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| 1st post |
[20 Apr 2004|09:34pm] |
yea this is my first post.
*mandaXpanda*
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